showered and blue blazered ;

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 07:46:28 GMT

I am still so tired. I think I am going slightly crazy.

Even with uni finishing slowly I am still just so tired I don't want to get out of bed.
I could sleep for days.
I cried at my singing teacher so I wouldn't have to sing today.

I'm in a show with Emily and Kirby for the end of July.
my character appears to be a lesbian who is a prostitute who smokes, drinks and 'is dressed rather alternatively.'
HA! I hate the graduate that wrote the script but I really like opportunities so I shouldn't complain.

I bought a new pair of shoes to cheer myself up.

Sat, 02 May 2009 03:12:51 GMT

my show is on in three weeks. well, two and a bit.

i just sent out a whole bunch of txts to let everyone know. there totally goes all my credit for the week. ha
in two and a bit weeks i will have 12 hours off a week. i cannot wait.

i hate being so busy all the time. arghghgh.

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 05:00:53 GMT

i am weary.

bone tired.
it comes and goes.
but it weighs me down.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 13:03:40 GMT

I must be the only female in the world who can have the train door attempted to be held open for me,
have the man then help me pull myself/bag through the doors in which it is jammed and not get a number,
or even some kind of flirtation. Predictably, I would not expect otherwise.

I had an eventful week.

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 12:05:31 GMT

we got cast today, for the play.
I am quite happy with the role I got.
However, I am disappointed with the lack of creativity and minor risk Chris/Sanja took in assigning the leads to the people they did.
It comes across as me sounding bitter but I got 3 scenes, plus whatever other physical stuff Chris will get me to do.
I defiantely feel it was cop out. We all saw it coming from way way way back.
O well. Life is a disappointment etc.

That Said, I am excited to see what kind of work the leads produce.

Hindley wakes and Hindley says 'Oh where ever he has gone, I have gone.'

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 02:28:46 GMT

Dear Patrons,
Please be advised that your coffee cup is not one of the following:
an ashtray
a rubbish bin
a work of art
a place for foodscraps

If you purchase a take-away coffee, regardless of the time of day, I assume it is indeed, as the title suggests, one you are intending to TAKE AWAY with you.
If you request that your coffee is brought to your table, there will be no issues in that occuring. However, if you order a coffee and then walk away I will not, I repeat WILL NOT wander around aimlessly looking for you. Please Stay within hearing distance. Or, better yet, wait the 3 minutes it takes me to make the coffee and then go back outside to talk about cars. Of course, as you have purchased a take-away coffee, I assume you will be taking the drink with you, or at least putting it in one of the many bins around the establishment upon your departure.

So, to recap:
Don't stuff shit into your empty coffee cup. I am the person who has to pull it back out.
Don't Piss off outside and then get angry at me when I called your order 5 times and your coffee is now cold.
Don't leave your shit on the tables, there are perfectly good bins lying around begging to be used. Again, I am the person who has to clean that shit up.

Regards,
That Girl that makes you coffee late at night at the pertrol station.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 10:30:23 GMT

first day back at uni. i am screwed. glad i have tuesdays off.

i am shit scared.
i do not know how i am going to make it through this session alive.
i'm leaning towards i won't and will be dead by wk 10.

i hope chris doesn't make me get nekkid.

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 12:11:53 GMT

hello 19 and second year of uni.

I had my first birthday away from my family today. it was a nice day but I definately just wanted to be hanging out with mummy and tim and everyone back home. I'll have an actual party soon (&flood with pics!) so I guess it is just the not coming home to a cake thing that I miss. I was alone until about 2.30 when Mark got back from playing his gig in Canberra. I just fiddled around, washed some clothes, read some blogs, lazed around in a towel. It was nice. Understated. But, I guess it is part of growing up, birthdays being less momentous and more alone.

Mark and I went out to dinner. He bought me a lovely retro/vintage dress and some native flowers. Mummy & G sent me a whole bunch of gift cards and little things that made me smile. Tim sent me an IOU cos I had no idea what I wanted and I heard from my father for the first time since early December. Nothing bad happened to marr my night, though I do have 8.30 voice class tomorrow morning, which definately puts a damper on me staying up late and drinking vodka...in the way that I am not doing that. ha ha ha.

anywho, now for some photos to satisfy the narcissist in me, then I am off to bed. I am sure in no time I will be bitching like crazy.

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 11:17:40 GMT

my car is going to cost $6,291.62
i am no longer going to have a car. sick.
i love my car. and i kinda need one.

time to find job that doesn't require a 20 minute walk along the highway alone at midnight.

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 07:18:33 GMT

kirra turned 18. we went out. strangely i don't have any photos with kirra. i think that has to be a first.

bustrip in with miss fi at the station with sarah

me being rude with mark looking on miss sarah and i dancing

epic sluttage at castros girls just wanna have fun

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mark is home in wagga & i spent last night out til 5am with kelly and her friends.
it was great. i had a talk with jiobhan about eternity and 'what the spirit wants, the spirit shall attain'.
tonight i'm going for dinner at george st with holly & nathan. and then we are going to watch velvet goldmine.

i am feeling very strange inside.

on the upside, while i have not heard back about how much fixing my car is going to cost, i've come to an agreement with Harold the asian about his car.
to avoid having an ongoing payment plan relationship with this asian guy who doesn't understand anything, my stepdad is lending me the money and i am going to pay him off the money slowly. phew.

soundwave on sunday.
our plan is as follows (though some alterations may occur to accomodate miss fi)

STAGE THREE @ 12.20 – Chiodos

STAGE FIVE @ 1.20 – Jack’s Mannequin

STAGE ONE @ 2.15 – Forever The Sickest Kids

STAGE TWO @ 2.50 – Underoath

STAGE ONE @ 3.25 – Anberlin

STAGE TWO @ 4.00 – Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

STAGE SIX @ 5.20 – The Audition

STAGE ONE @ 6.05 – Billy Talent

STAGE FIVE @ 7.20 – Say Anything

STAGE THREE @ 8.20 – Alkaline Trio

STAGE SIX @ 9.20 – From First To Last

and then... Nine Inch Nails.

much excitements all round really.

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 09:37:07 GMT

i found my tarot cards yesterday and daniel (tall mocha guy) took me out to breakfast.
mark has gone to see war of the roses tonight and i had dance class.
nothing exciting is happening at all.
i am going to make a bowl of popcorn and read up on the tarot.
i feel like getting back into it all.

uni starts again soon. by soon, of course, i mean 3 weeks.
i am going to hang out with tim for a week starting monday and then SOUNDWAVEE!!!!

i am rather excited.

popcorn here i come...

Writer's Block: Fearsome

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 23:29:03 GMT

The boogeyman, global thermonuclear war, being forced to eat broccoli—there's a lot to be afraid of when you're a kid. What was your biggest childhood fear?

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Being eaten alive by Wolves.
It still is actually. BLA BLA BLA NO WOLVES IN AUSTRALIA BLA BLA.
So? I'm still terrified of it. They're my animal of choice to match to the rustle in the bushes in the dark.
:D
And hey, what if I go travelling and get attacked by a pack of wolves? It could happen...

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 05:44:19 GMT

kirra got in. it was fabulous.
we didn't get to sleep until about 8am when we got home to wollongong.
best night out in ages. i like going out with kirra.

this is the band we saw
www.myspace.com/lifebittersoul

Fri, 23 Jan 2009 00:59:38 GMT

kirra and i are going to the cross tonight to see tall mocha guy's electro band play.
i reallllyyy hope kirra gets in, or else i won't know what to do.
we are staying at hallam's, so I guess we just go back there?

i bought a new pair of heels. on 'sale'. i love them sooo much!

mark is still in melbourne. this is ridiculous.
i paint my nails at least every 3 days. I have that little to do.
i was supposed to make a dentist appointment last week but i am scared.
not of the dentist just...of it? IDK. it's silly. i'm not very good at these things. i miss my mother.

my essay is due on monday. i am completely fucked. i will fail.

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 13:29:26 GMT

i could have gone out to the pub tonight. i decided to stay home and waste time making polaroids and watching sabrina the teenage witch.
ahhh. being back at home.

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 03:55:31 GMT

i am watching 'the big sleep' i haven't seen it since the beginning of year 12. i love humphrey boggart.
i am going back to wollongong tomorrow. eck. my essay is due next friday and then i don't have uni again until the second of march.
i'm 19 in about over a month and kirra is 18 in just under. how exciting! birthdays everywhere. :D

in other news - i'm getting a sore in my nose from having my septum ring flipped up inside my nose. D: }

i watched the original 'the lady killers' at one am with my uncle last night. it was great. he is great. i forgot how much i like being here.

Writer's Block: True Crime

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 03:34:32 GMT

Today is the anniversary of the death of Elizabeth Short, also known as the Black Dahlia. What real-life murder story are you most fascinated by?

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This one, for starters. The moors murders, as, at the moment, I am studying up on them for my show next session (about the murders). and, of course, the jack the ripper business is always interesting. Basically give me any murder or crime to read about and I am sure to become fascinated or at least slightly intrigued by it

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 03:25:25 GMT

i applied for two jobs. but i forgot to put on my cover letter that while i currently have a job, i am looking for one closer to my house (that pays better). So now I am thinking they will be like um you already have a job you selfish bitch, no.
ughghghgh
which is lame. because it was fluky that i was like omggg i need to look for work but no-one is hiring. then two places were. i am rambling.
I have to get a whole bunch of references for my lease application. so far i know i can put down janice, probably my boss currently, and get the lady i used to live with. but that's 3. maybe my acting teacher? 4.
so i'll be two short. i guess they'll have to deal.

O the life of an 'adult' hey?
i'm staying with my grandparents and the moment and it is fabulous! :D

Mon, 12 Jan 2009 05:33:25 GMT

when i have a child, i have decided to give it an ancient greek name. they are ridiculous. i love them.

mark has a moustache. i shaved his beard off and left him to do under his nose. it would appear he decided against doing it.

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 03:04:35 GMT

in other news, is it disrespectful to have a conversation on the phone with your gran in your black underwear, with the window open looking out onto the street?

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 03:02:43 GMT

I saw Tegan and Sara (my first t&S) at the Enmore on the 8th, with The Jezabels (who were amazing) and An Horse (who were cute and simple, but I tired of the drum/guitar business after awhile). Tegan wore all white and Sara wore all Black. Except it took us until about four songs in before Tegan said something about Sara for us to figure out who was who (At least for me and my friends)
Apparently there is normally a lot more banter, but I enjoyed it all the same. They are so cute! I wanted to take them home.(which my housemates would have loved, lol) Or at least be best friends with them. I would definately go again, with the hope of an even better show. But, as far as experiences go, it was amazing.

set list.
(which I found at www.saraandtegan.com/viewtopic.php , I got lost keeping track of the songs about halfway through. ha)
Dark Come Soon (Since Jared is here!!)
You Wouldn't Like Me (If you smelled me after surfing)
I Bet It Stung (Not so much. Ted might have some stinging though)
Walking With A Ghost (Trying to find a long black)
Hop A Plane->Superstar(ing Scarlett Johannson)
Living Room (All our hotels here seem to have Living Rooms. Love it)
So Jealous (Of Jeff and Jared- they got a 5am lobby call!)
Like O Like H (But somehow different. Nothing like S or O However)
Give Chase (Like those security guys in Busselton)
One Second (At the end of the day when you know you're just about to...fall...asleep..)
I Know I Know I Know (How to drive on the left side of the road)
Burn Your Life Down (All the way down to the spiritual ethers that you can go)
Knife Going In (To a turkey at Thanksgiving)
Nineteen (Flights on this tour. Well almost)
Where Does The Good Go (To buy hockey bags?)
Speak Slow (You mumble too much)
Call It Off (Not to be confused with The Con)
The Con (ACTIVATE LASERS!!!)
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Relief (Ahhhh, relief)
Dancing In The Dark (Not by the original artists)
Back In Your Head (Wait. No. Further Back. A little further. Got it. Bye Bye)

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 11:27:59 GMT

today i was walking home from town with mark after acquiring pide, caramel cheesecake and a mango smoothie
and the two girls behind us were talking about stuff but then suddenly I could hear their conversation
'so my resolution is going good so far' (like 6 days is an awesome period of time to make judgement on a resolution designed to take the course of a year)
the other girl asked what her resolution was (and based on her responses she seemed to have some inch of intelligence)
'well it's a two part bit see, one part is that I will not be single for most of the year, i'll have a boyfriend'
'that's not a resolution, it's not really a proper resolution-'
'yeah but my second part is that I will be happier than I was last year, so the two in conjunction like, work with the other to make it successful'

I am probably being a mega bitch right now but, WTF? mark and I just couldn't stop sniggering. Luckily we walk quickly and we soon were past hearing distance of their conversation.

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 14:59:54 GMT

several people have told me today my hair has gotten heaps longer, after not seeing me for just over a week.
this is encouraging. it makes me hope i'll have hair long enough to do stuff with by winter. false hope, probably.
hello hairspray, curlers, scarves, tears, mirrors, victory rolls, peroxide and way too many hours spent in the bathroom.

So this is the new year, I don't feel any different.

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 14:55:42 GMT

nothing has changed.
not that I really expected it to.
christmas was nice.
nye was non-event.

i'm back at uni.
i'm drinking mother.
i'm sleeping naked.
i'm crying.
i'm writing in my book about pretentious crap.

i still have nothing interesting to offer the world.
this is a problem that should probably be remedied.

I just had a conversation with lesbian housemate about why cock is repulsive,
and why I don't enjoy to suck on it.
I then listened as my boyfriend and her talked about licking pussy.
it was strange. but i think we all broadened our horizons.

You get mistaken for strangers by your own friends...

Fri, 19 Dec 2008 14:52:16 GMT

1 January 2008

15 January

30 January - I got a corset!

March some time. Early March.

2 April

17 April

12 May

25 May

16 June

Julysome time.

17 August

7 September

25 September

9 October

7 December