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26 August 2008 @ 08:26 pm
Apparently it was 'mostly sunny' with a top of 19.
It was amazing. I woke up at 12.20. printed off my readings and then
sat in the sun on a rug eating cereal and doing my readings, trying really hard to pretend I was home.

I really missed being home today.
Good things happened to me in weather like today back home.

Beach with Bronson
Lazy Free Periods and lunch times
Narooma in a green dress with a basket with Daniel
Eating Fish and Chips in my lunch break by the river
Going to the river with my Mummy and the dogs
Sitting outside reading a vampire novel for the upteenth time
Working in the bookshop and watching everyone move past outside, enjoying the breeze
Wandering through town with a strawberry milkshake
sitting on the swings and talking shit 
Just exisiting
Walking through Daniel's paddocks
Sitting on the back porch with Mum and the dogs
Daniel and G playing totem tennis together


Most of it comesback to Daniel and my Mummy.
Fuck I miss them like nothing else.
I'm going to stop making this list. 
because it makes me miss them.
Makes me miss the not quite summer but spring with a hint of winter days

However, it does make me think of sitting in the sun with mark a few weeks ago.
:D
I love him.
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Mewithoutyou - In a sweater poorly knit
 
 
miss maddie meds
05 July 2008 @ 12:15 am
I was just discussing random things with my friend on msn
and i realised I would make a shocking mother
I mean the kids would be dressed well
and have amazing names (Placebo, Raptor, Wren, Fion etc)
but I just can't do motherly things.


I could rant for ages
but it is 12.20 am
and Mark wants me to meet him at the markets at 9.30 in the morning.
It's our attempt at reconciliation after his pathetic display of tryhard frontman ness
and mummys boy-ing.
leaving me with a sore back, alone tonight.
If you read this, yes, I hate you at this moment.
At least the cat likes me...
or rather..the heater that is near me...
anyway
moral of the story is
i should be sleeping.
alone.
YES
ALONE
feel guilty?
 
 
 
Current Location: Mummy's house
Current Mood: tired
 
 
 
 

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